My Time and How I Use It !

You know, sometimes you don't realize how much other people control what you do.  Your going along and making decisions not realizing those decisions are being decided from the influence of other people around you.  They don't even have to say anything it's what they don't say, their mannerism.  How they make silent jesters, that you do hear it loud and clear.  So you change what you are doing.  Cut short what you were going to do all because of those silent jesters.  After all you don't want to cause ripples.  You have been trained to keep the waters  running smooth.  You must keep that up.  I wish I could just  do what I wanted and not have this hanging over my head.  Don't get me wrong.  It's  me that isn't  being strong and that's my goal for 2015.  See how I can do these things happily and not let  other influences get in the way.  Wish me luck !  Tootles